Day of Frustration

Today is the most frustrated day I've ever had... Have some family issue in the afternoon... So tried to eat away all my frustrations... Wanted to have a McFlurry... So went out to the nearest McD and missed the turn... Gosh dunno what was I thinking at that moment... So turned back and make sure I didn't miss the junction... Then as I was happily ordering my McFlurry, that stupid fella said, "Mesin rosak." @#!$*# Of all days, and it has to be today... sigh! In the end ordered an Apple Pie... =.=" Today is really a frustrating day... It is even worse than when doing assignment... I kept swearing in the car, in my head, in my heart..... Dunno whether I still can stand up to this anymore... Sigh~~~

I Soooo Love PARAMORE!!!

Let The Flames Begin

What a shame we all became,

Such fragile broken things,

A memory remains,

Just a tiny spark.

I give it all my oxygen,

to let the flames begin,

So let the flames begin.

Ohhhh Glory.... Ohh Glory!

This is, how we'll dance when,

when they try to take us down

This is what we'll be ohh glory

Somewhere weakness is our strength

And i'll die searching for it

I can't let myself regret

such selfishness

My pain and all the trouble caused

no matter how long

I believe that there's hope

buried beneath it all, and...

hiding beneath it all and...

growing beneath it all and...

This is, how we'll dance when

when they try to take us down

This is how we'll sing out

This is, how we'll stand when

when they burn our houses down

This is what we'll be Oh Glory!

Reaching as I sink down into light

Reaching as I sink down into light

This is, how we dance when

when they try to take us down

This is how we'll sing out

This is, how we'll stand when

when they burn our houses down

This is what we'll be Oh Glory!

-Paramore-

NS Part 5

Okays you guys... This would be the final part of my National Service life ^^


Merdeka!!!

Yes... We celebrated Malaysia's 51th Independent Day in NS as well... All the hustle and bustle for setting up the stage, preparing agendas etc etc... Its a busy month alright... The celebration ended with fireworks!! Not too shabby I must say...

Us again... HEHE...

Stef a.k.a "Queen Elizabeth" & me

Me & Fay / "James Brooke"

Closing Ceremony

Finally this day had came... A day that most looked forward to... A day that I didn't expect to come... Somehow part of me feels happy because I had officially completed National Service; part of me feels sad because of how fast time had past and very soon all of us will have to go our seperate ways and might not even see each other again... All is left would only be pictures and memories...

2 "Sifu" & 1 "Lao Shi"

Us with pangkat...

Most of Alpha Compeni with Berasap Berapi & Jungle...

We won all the piala pusingan *Woo hoo*

ALPHA THE BEST!!!

Time to say goodbye to my pangkat *Muacks*

My lovely pangkat ^.^

Johan Kawad... Wakaka

Pelatih Terbaik Wirawati ^^

And that is briefly all the sweet memories of Kem Peladang Setiu Agro... One would have to truely go through NS in order to feel how I felt... Didn't regretted my decision to join NS... Leaves both sweat & sour experiences in my growing process ^^ Something that I definitely would remember in my older days...

NS Part 4

Kraf Hutan & Wirajaya

When I first went into Kampung Survivor, my first impression would be: "Wow, how come I never knew the existence of this place??" It was definitely breath-taking... It somehow reminded me of my uni's lecture hall...

Kampung Survivor - built by Cikgu Jungle

During Kraf Hutan...

Poor fellow... Luckily it managed to escape ^^

YUCKS!!! Grasshopper...

Roasted birds & boiled sweet potatoes...

Xiong, me, Stef, See Fah, Cikgu Jungle, Men Yoog & Sherry (Left to right)

Rotan bag decorated with forest cat's skin...

Wirajaya was the highlight of our camp... It required all the knowledge we had learnt in order to survive our 2 days 1 night stay in the jungle... We had to carried the uncomfortable waterproof bag and hike for around 4 hours before reaching our destination... Man! I was sweating all the way to campsite... Finally, we reached our campsite... Gosh!!! What a disappointment it is!!! I felt like being cheated... Apparently our campsite was only less than an hour walk from the main road and Cikgu Jungle made us hike for nearly 4 hours!!! However it was a good experience as we got to pass through several caves and rivers... p^o^q

On our way to campsite...

*Yummy*

See the squirrel there???

Close up of the roasted squirrel...

At night, me and my friends sat together and enjoy the night sky which was filled with shining star... It wasn't like any of the night view in KL... Simply magnificient... I could have just fall in love with the stars... Later that night, Xin Ying, Hui, me, Yan Ting and Yat laid under the tent and began chatting among us... It was such a wonderful night... Then, around midnight, we were went into the jungle without any touch light... Gosh!! It was super scary... All of us held tightly to the belt of the front person and this made walking difficult... In the jungle, we asked to identify the source of the sound being made... Then, on our way, something occurred... Sabrina and Ana went missing!!! It seemed like they had wondered off... It was a terrifying moment knowing that they were alone in the jungle... However, after an intense search, they were finally found... Phew~~

On the last day, we set up stoves and cooked our lunch... It was quite fun cooking and making tea with friends... Just as the day couldn't gone better, suddenly there came a heavy downpour... All of us scrambled to clear our stuff and try to outrun the rain... Well, in the end, I just gave up and let the rain came pouring down my face... Actually it has been a long looong time since I walked under the rain... And so, we ended our camping trip soaking wet...

Dreams...

*Sigh* Quite a number of friends went to study abroad... So envy of them... Why are they so rich? Why are they so lucky? Why are they so carefree? Able to leave everyone, everything behind... Sometimes it is good not to have any burden on your shoulder... Anyway I digress... I meant to say that I really really really want to study abroad... I want to experience the culture, social life etc etc and most importantly I wanna broaden my horizon... Lately, I keep wondering whether I should be a little bit more persistent and maybe stubborn in order to fulfill my dreams... Just like Hui... But then I keep telling myself that here is not bad either... I don't have to go UK to be successful: I still can achieve success here... I have to keep telling myself that I am already quite lucky for having Star to cover my tuition fees... If not, I won't be able to afford such a good uni not in a million years... If only the mobility study is available for business student once more...... Well I guess for now I am stuck here in Malaysia and have to learn to be grateful for what I have now... And for all those who are out there pursue their dreams, I wish you ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK!!!

NS Part 3

佛堂

Every Friday we chinese would go to 佛堂 in order to pray... It was an one-and-the-half-hours journey before we could reach our destination which is situated in Kuala Terengganu... However, on the journey, we were blessed by the wonderful seaside view & countryside view (although most of us usually sleep through the whole journey... hehe...)

Hui & me ^^

Me & Xin Ying on the bus...

The whole lot of us... AGRO gang!!!

Us chinese with pangkats... Hehe... *Proud*

With some of the staff...

Last day in 佛堂

Birthdays

Another joyous occasion in our camp would be BIRTHDAYS!!! and what better ways to celebrate your birthday than with your campmates... ^.^

Xiong & Sushi bday...

Sushi & Xiong with their BIG cake...

Yao Yao bday...

Me & Yao Yao

Sherry & Jackey bday...

Stef bday...

Stef's present ^^ Creative rite?? Hehehe

Top: Xin Ying, Yan Ting & Hui

Bottom: Sze Ying, Stef & me (Left to right)

阿荟

不要忘了
我们一起打排球的日子
不要忘了
你就是Ah Hock
不要忘了
Agro GO! FIGHT!! WIN!!! 的时刻

不要忘了
我们在KN Class 的日子
不要忘了
我们很semangat地把作品贴上墙壁
不要忘了
我们跟tine tine 传字条的时候

不要忘了
我们一起画旗的日子
不要忘了
我们油了红又补白，油了蓝又补黄
不要忘了
我们为了油旗，不吃饭而被tine tine 骂的时候

不要忘了
我们一起看那黑白奥运开幕典礼的日子
不要忘了
我们看林丹打球郭晶晶跳水那紧张的时刻

不要忘了
我们进森林的日子
不要忘了
我们在夜里一起欣赏闪闪发亮的星星
不要忘了
我们一起躺在营帐里聊天的时刻

不要忘了
最后一个晚上我们熬夜玩游戏的时候
不要忘了
最后一天你哭得像个猪头一样

不要忘了
我们受到不公平对待的日子
不过那些愤怒还是忘了它吧！

最重要的是不要忘了
傻婆歆颖
笨蛋燕婷
冷血蔼玲

疯婆子荟
还有我们一起疯疯癫癫的日子！

努力去实现你的梦想吧
珍重，
我的朋友!

P/S:

荟
能相识是彼此的缘分
如今你却要远飞英国
这并不代表我们缘分已尽

Tine tine 送你外套,
歆颖送你相片,
而我把我们在NS的回忆送给你…

NS Part 2

Here's the second part...

Khidmat Komuniti

Well, I also recalled quite alot of memories from Khidmat Komuniti... There is this boring lecture when Jabatan Pertahanan Awam (JPA3) and Polis Diraja Malaysia came... But most of them are fun!!! We went to visit villages in Terengganu... We went to visit this village which produces fruits... Watermelons, duku langsats and a fruit which I forget the name... Hehe sorry! We threw stones and sticks in order to get this fruit down from the big tall tree... And then there was once when we visited yet another village... We visited their fish paste factory which STINKS alot... Me and my friends even went into the big refrigerator which stored alot of fish and fish paste... Hehehe... so sampat =P Afterwards, we also went to a villager's house to watch him take nirah from the coconut tree and produce gula melaka... *Yummy*

Me & Azza

Me & Hui

Me & Helen


Me & Sabrina

Visiting a watermelon farm...

So small...

Maria, me & Hui in watermelon farm...

"Flower Boy" ^^

Fish paste factory...

E-Cak with his "buddy"... lolx

Cooking nirah...

Me cooking nirah ^^

Mak cik & grandson preparing to make gula melaka

Beee Boooh! Bee Boooh!!

Ah Yee, me & Hui ^^

Halo... M inside ^o^

Owh!! and not to mention our Bumi Hijau project which is also part of Khidmat Komuniti... Our bus planted "kangkung" but I secretly planted "sawi" at the end... Hehehehe...

Kangkung...

My sawi... Kesiannya... Have to fight for water with kangkung...

Haha... Part 3 is coming up real soon...