bad mood...

overslept & missed QM workshop :(

no mood play bball...

feeling guilty now for losing my temper...

what is wrong with me???

oh just let me jump into the pool & swim~~~

Such a wonderful weather today, such a pity the pool is closed :(

Stop.Time.Stop.

OMG how time flies...
Suddenly it's already the end of the semester.
Suddenly it will be time for exam.
Suddenly it will be time for me to fly.
Suddenly I don't want anything to end...

The perfect Monday

The perfect way to start a Monday is...

by having an afternoon class &

listening to Paramore's new album while driving to attend the class =)

A little bit of peace and quiet please...

Trouble, oh, trouble,
why do you always come to me?
I don't want to be your friend,
so buzz off and never find me again!!

Jinx

After the daunting experience I had while I was on the way to Malacca, it seemed that everybody is somehow attracted to that place... Sis went there, friends went there or are planning to go there even uni is organising a trip there!! Gosh o.O why is this happening to me? I am in agony watching them having fun in Malacca, while I keep replaying the scene over and over again in my head :(

what would you do? future vs. now

If you have to choose between future & now,
which will you choose?

Would you live life 'til the very moment
do what ever you want now
and worry about the future later?

Or would you plan for the unknown future
be prepared for it
and discard your current wants?

If you have the money & a choice,
would you rather use it to do something that you like or
would you save it for rainy days?

What would you do????? @.@

"Watch your thoughts; they become words.

Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits.

Watch your habits; they become character.

Watch your character; it becomes your destiny."

-- Frank Outlaw

So close yet so far...

It seems that 2 of my dreams are gonna come true soon...
But you can never be too sure until it really happens >.<

Looking forward =)

Confused!!!

So much to think about...

So many things to do...

Updates

Did not go anywhere for holiday since the whole family's schedule is not ngam during this super long break...

Have been spending the weeks trying to take care and maintain the household...

Went to Tesco alone to shop for grocery... Awful as it may seem, I actually enjoy it X) Plus, met a NS friend there who is flying to Aussie to be a chef... All the best yeah!! =)

Last weekend, went to the bookfair in Mines... I have never been to the Mines ever since dad brought us there when I was still a small little girl... I was so excited because I was picturing in my mind thousands of novels waiting for me to buy since this was my first time going to a bookfair... However, to my disappointment, most of them were motivational books =( I did found some not-in-perfect-condition novels with fair price in a small section of MPH... Overall it wasn't too bad as I bought 4 novels and 1 cook book... Wakaka... Gonna cook them all after my diet plan succeeds... Hehe X)

One thing I find amazing is that I manage to get pass a day without even consciously knowing what I did during the day... Sigh... Maybe too much movies & dramas...

Should ditch my Mr. Acer and live my life to the fullest...

Summer Bummer

This is actually my first summer eversince I became a Notts student... Hmm you guys might wonder when I went last summer... Well, I went to fulfill my duty as a Malaysian i.e. completing NS... To be frank, I still misses the good old days... Soon it will be our 1st anniversary of graduating from NS... It makes me realised that how time had flied... Within a year, I had completed my Year 1 UG studies... All those crazy assignments and exams... Actually, I kindda wanna go back for NS... LOLX... I missed all my NS friends whom I did not make any effort to keep in contact with... I am sooooo sorry... Sigh... It was really hard to juggle friendship when you are loaded with tons & tons & tons of assignments... Anyway, I accidentally bum into a NS friend on a Sunday night when the whole family was going out for a movie... Apparently, that friend is a friend of my sisters and a year ago, he became my friend too... Weird huh??? How can he not see the resemblance between us? LOLX... Maybe it just didn't crossed his mind... What is most bizarre is that he is the son of the canteen lady in my primary school... Both my sisters have known him since primary... But faith let us be friends in Terengganu... I guess he was just destined to meet the three sisters of the Wai family... hahahaha...

Tagged again =.=

Name?
Real Full Name: -
Fake Full Name: I like to go by Eilene Wong whenever I am filling up information in just-for-fun websites
Nickname(s): have a couple of them which I am not gonna reveal =p

Sisters?
2 - both are also pain in the ass... just jk... LOLX

Brothers?
Having 2 sis are already pain in the ass... A brother? I think I am gonna pengsan... But I wouldn't mind an elder one... hehe...

Shoe Size?
8 or 9 *I know I am a bigfoot* =(

Where Do You Live?
In a house... Don't everyone?

Favourite Drinks?
Water... I guess... 0 calories

Favourite Breakfast?
Cereal with milk

Have You Been On The Plane?
Yeaps ^^ I like to watch the clouds from above...

Swam In The Ocean?
Nope... But I would like to give a try...

Fallen Asleep In School?
Definitely... It wasn't intentional... I just dozed off...

Have You Ever Cried Because Of Something Someone Said To You?
I do not remember...

If You're Having A Bad Day, Who Are You Most Likely To Go To?
My secret blog...

Are You Loud Or Quiet Most Of The Time?
Depends with the companion that I am with...

Are You Confident?
Yes... to a certain extent

~5 Snacks I Enjoyed~
Basically all food but I am trying not to snack too often...

Summertime

Just one paper away from freedom!

Can't wait for all these to be over...

My summertime awaits =)

Heatstroke

Feel like a roasted pork inside an oven >.<

Gonna die from heatstroke soon...

exams

I f**king HATE exams!!!

I am going CRAZY right now!!!

Did a so call "elephant dance" (coined by my sis) today...

I desperately need some relief...

Ugh!!!

Tagged

1).Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek, I guess

2). How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
*oh shit!! I woke up late!*

3). Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
Forgot... Not a camwhore...

4). Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Nope!!!

5). Will you ever donate blood ?
Nope... but if I can, I will!

6). Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Nope... Good friend? Yes...

7) Do you want someone to be dead ?
Nope... cockcroach? YES!!!

8). What does your last text message say?
a long one...

9). What are you thinking right now?
pondering on my life

1o). Do you want someone to be with you right now?
I rather be alone when I am miserable...

11). What was the time you went to bed last night ?
around 1.40 am... finishing chronicles of narnia... now regretting ad... sigh

12). Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Dunno...

13). Is someone on your mind right now?
No one in particular... I am concentrating on doing this tag... lolx

14). Who was the last person(s) who text you?
Farrah... Sorry that I din reply >.<

15).TEN Lucky People to do this quiz...I will tag:
no one... hate tagging people... which means cant do the following questions... YAY!!! I am done!

16). No.2 having a relationship with?
17). If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be good?
18). What is no.1 studying about?
19). When was the last time you chatted with them ?
20).Is no.4 single?
21). Say something about no.2.
22). What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
23). Describe no.9.
24). What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight ?
25). Do you like no.8?

CIAO!!! a.<

Joker......

Here's a conversation between me and my sis on Thursday night...

The TV is on and Ryan Seacrest is delivering the results on American Idol...

Ryan: America voted.......

Sis: Jie... Who vote off the constestants one?

Me: Owh... There is this girl called America. She watches the show and then she decides who will leave lor...
*trying to focus on the show while restraining myself from laughing*

Sis: Owh... I see... *with the all trusting face*

it was not until she saw me laughing quietly, then she realised she kena con ad... Man... that was a good laugh... Sis is so gonna flip when she sees this post...

Wait for me...

Some day I will own you...

I promise ^^

Just wait for me!!!

Double-shockness

OMG I just couldn't believe that Alexis Grace had been voted off American Idol :(
I totally like her blond hair with pink highlights and of cause her singing too from the start...
I am a big fan of hers ^^ I *heart* Alexis Grace!!! Thought she would at least make it right to top 5... Why wouldn't the judges save her? I was practically screaming when Ryan announced that Alexis Grace was the one who had to go... Sigh~~~





Speaking of shock, today on my way to uni, I witnessed a car accident... It happened around Pandan Indah... I was initially on the slow lane (there is only two lanes)... I overtook a lorry after the traffic light and right there in front of my eyes, I saw a motorcycle bang to the side of a car... The motorcyclist with her passenger fell on to my lane... It was just a few metres in front of me... If I was going any faster, I might not be able to break and avoid a second disaster... It all happened so fast!!! At a split second, I wanted to stay and helped out but then I didn't want to miss my tutorial... Is that selfish? As I change lane to avoid running into the motorcycle, I saw the one who was controlling the motorcycle was unconscious... But there was no blood... I was kindda relieved but I really truly feel sorry for the motorcyclist... I do hope she is ok... It didn't make any sense to me that a motorcycle would bang into a car... Maybe she was trying to avoid something??? Maybe she loss control??? Maybe it was the car's fault???

I thought hopelessly to myself: "There goes my motor license... Don't think I will ever dare to ride a motorcycle again (not that I ride it often too)... This incident has completely take away my confidence on riding a motorcycle..."

For Fun...

Just did this personality test for fun...


Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Interested to know more about yourself? http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

This feeling SUCKS!!!

lousy juggler...

peter pan syndrome...

yeah this feeling sucks big time!!! =(

Freaky Friday

When a Friday falls on a 13, unfortunate things happen... Well, I do not believe much on this day as usually bad luck doesn't fall upon me on this particular day... However, this Friday the 13 changes my perspective on this day as it marks an unfortunate day for me...

It all started when I was driving to uni... Along the way, I saw a kitten, a cat and a dog lying dead either on the middle or on the side of the road... Then there was a serious car accident around saujana impian... Its was all a sign, i guess... Later I received a phone call saying one of my family member was involved in a car accident... Luckily, there was no casualties...

Maybe it was just coincidence or maybe its just bad luck or maybe its because of ...... FRIDAY THE 13...

My comment: Friday the 13... don't play play arh!!!

Pre-CNY sickness

As mentioned above, I am sufferring from sore throat and fever now =(

*JInx*

This morning was quite a commotion... I woke up knowing my car windscreen cracked!!! I was like: OMG!!! I have exam later leh!!! How?? How?? So called up Aaron and Ei Lyn... It was like kena jinx because none of them have car... I thought of taking KTM to uni... The idea of going uni by motorbike also came across my mind... LOLX... But luckily, Aaron managed to get his dad's car... Phew~~~ But then I am still wondering what might cause that crack... Couldn't be hit by stones because it was cracked from within... Takkan I slammed the door too hard until the window crack meh O.o Anyway need to go fix the car now... TATA!!!

Tagged by Aaron!!!

1. How much do you spend for clothes per month?
- How I wish I could go shopping every month!!! I think I only spend about RM200 a YEAR...

2. Who is more important to you?Friends or boy/girlfriend?
- I think currently the most important thing would be my FAMILY... As for the question, I think most probably boyfriend would be SLIGHTLY more important... Hehe...

3. How often do you think about committing suicide?
- Its true that I always complain about life but thinking of suicide??? NEVER EVER!!! Its not my nature to think about death especially after what I've been through... I learnt that your life is the most important thing in the whole wide world because losing it will cause grief to your friends and families... Besides, I plan to die of old age ^^

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- To a certain extent... YES!!! but not on a day-to-day basis...

5. How many babies do you want?
- babies??? I think it depends... but 3 would be most ideal...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Definitely YES!!! I've even seen the reflection of a rainbow... I was so fascinated by it and couldn't take my eyes off it...

7. What is your goal for this year?
- hmm... The very same one since last year or maybe last last last year that is to lose weight!!!

8. What kept you of being who you are?
- Fear... I guess... fear of being laugh at... fear of looking foolish in front of people... apparently I am not muka tembok...

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?(List 10)
i) LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM!!!
ii) Stay with me when I am upset or depress (I don't need words of comfort... just sit with me...)
iii) Makes me happy all the time
iv) Share his thought with me no matter how lame is it
v) Willing to wait for me if I am ever so late
vi) Loyal
vii) Humble
viii) Thoughtful
ix) Sweet
x) Not ego

10. What are you really afraid of?
- Losing someone dear

11. What are your bad habits?
- What many don't know is that I have a habit of playing with my hair when I am asleep (subconsciously though >.<)

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
- Well, I am sorry that you hate me... Maybe we have mutual feelings as well...

13. State a random fact about yourself.
- I like to sleep alot!!! Thats for sure... LOLX

14. What does flying means to you?
- Flying on a broomstick?? (haha... I am currently rereading Harry Potter)
- One of my dreams is to fly in a hot air balloon... ^^

15. What do you crave for most currently?
- Mushroom soup served with garlic bread *YUM YUM*

16. Most unexpected gift you received so far and when?
- Okays I will not reveal it... but those who gave me the present must know this... It has something to do with Christmas and reindeers...

17. Describe the person who tagged you.Honestly.
- A ok ok guy? O.o

18. What have you done to yourself that makes yourself happy?
- SLEEP!!!
- EAT!!!
- Play games... Wakaka...

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
- Hope become an interior designer though...

20. If you can choose how you want to end your life,how would it be?
- If I can choose, I will never end my life myself... As I mentioned earlier, die of old age is my plan...