Friday, March 14, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Ms. Prema...
I want Prema!!!!! For those who do not know who Prema is, well, she is my favourite English teacher. She also happens to be my idol ^.^ but sadly, she left us without even saying goodbye. Last Tuesday morning, when I was looking forward to see her in class, out of a sudden, another teacher came in. I was like "Who is this teacher? She is not Prema. Where is Prema?" Then I thought okay may be she is not free on that day. Who would ever thought that she is not free to teach us for the rest of this semester. *disappointed and shocked* Its not that Ms. Saleha is not good; it just that I prefer Prema. Now I do not have any desire to attend English class anymore. *sigh*
Thursday, February 14, 2008
The Porcupine's Strategy
Little Miranda was alone in the garden. I was watching her distractedly, occasionally glancing over the top of my newspaper. Almost kneeling, she was slowly approaching the fence, trying to make as little noise as possible. I thought she was looking for mushrooms or that she was pretending she was a giant mouse.
But after a few minutes I heard her cry out. It was a lusty cry, followed by a bout of tears. I jumped out of my chair and ran out to the garden, in my bare feet. Miranda was holding her index finger.It was bleeding, but it didn't look too bad. I ran some water over it, asking what she could have touched that madeher finger bleed, in a garden that I had planted with grass and otherharmless plants. "I wanted to touch the animal," she replied, "but it didn't let me come close, so I stretched out my arm and it did this. Then it ran away. It's too bad. I didn't want to hurt it."
"What animal?" I asked. "The white and black ball, down there," she said, pointing to the end of the garden. I picked up a broomstick I found in the kitchen and went back outside. In the garden, half buried in an old gopher hole, I found the animal. It was a porcupine. I remembered what I had learned in my natural science class. The porcupine is a solitary animal. When confronted, it either retreats or projects its needles. Once the needles have penetrated the flesh, the wounds become infected and, in some cases, can cause death.
Miranda had presented no danger to the porcupine, but it didn't know what else to do except wound her, or get wounded itself. Nature, in creating its instinct, gave the porcupine no choice: instead of communicating, it had to launch its needles. That is the only strategy it knows, and no one can change it, not even a little girl who wants to make a friend._
Is the porcupine the only animal touse this type of defense? No, people apply it every day of their lives. But our needles are more vicious, and better hidden. Words,blows, looks, anger, pride... these are the arms we use to attack those who seem to be adversaries. But even a porcupine has to get close to other porcupines at some time. If not the species would disappear.
(c)2006 www.positive-club.com
But after a few minutes I heard her cry out. It was a lusty cry, followed by a bout of tears. I jumped out of my chair and ran out to the garden, in my bare feet. Miranda was holding her index finger.It was bleeding, but it didn't look too bad. I ran some water over it, asking what she could have touched that madeher finger bleed, in a garden that I had planted with grass and otherharmless plants. "I wanted to touch the animal," she replied, "but it didn't let me come close, so I stretched out my arm and it did this. Then it ran away. It's too bad. I didn't want to hurt it."
"What animal?" I asked. "The white and black ball, down there," she said, pointing to the end of the garden. I picked up a broomstick I found in the kitchen and went back outside. In the garden, half buried in an old gopher hole, I found the animal. It was a porcupine. I remembered what I had learned in my natural science class. The porcupine is a solitary animal. When confronted, it either retreats or projects its needles. Once the needles have penetrated the flesh, the wounds become infected and, in some cases, can cause death.
Miranda had presented no danger to the porcupine, but it didn't know what else to do except wound her, or get wounded itself. Nature, in creating its instinct, gave the porcupine no choice: instead of communicating, it had to launch its needles. That is the only strategy it knows, and no one can change it, not even a little girl who wants to make a friend._
Is the porcupine the only animal touse this type of defense? No, people apply it every day of their lives. But our needles are more vicious, and better hidden. Words,blows, looks, anger, pride... these are the arms we use to attack those who seem to be adversaries. But even a porcupine has to get close to other porcupines at some time. If not the species would disappear.
(c)2006 www.positive-club.com
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Fair? Not fair?
I can't take it anymore!!!
You can say whatever you want to say about me like I am lazy or selfish cause you know what? I DON'T CARE... This is like so annoying!!! I've been home for about 3 weeks and I am not enjoying it... I don't mind helping you but this is TOO MUCH... Don't I deserve a break? after working hard for my semester break?? huh???
I cleaned my room but she did not!!! and you say I did not clean my room because she put her stuff in my room... What about her room??? This is so unfair!!! I also cleaned the shoe rack!!! I vacuum the spider web!!! I changed the sofa cloth!!! What did she contribute to the house??? I hang the clothes every night!!! What about her??? The clothes are pilling so high until the basket can't even fit them... So what if she is busy??? yeah she is very "busy"... Fine! So I helped her to fold the clothes once and now you want me to do it again??? This is ridiculous... I feel unappreciated in this family... She get to escape her chores and I have do her chores also just because I am in semester break... Sometimes I feel like staying in campus without having to do all this CRAP... SO what if I stay up until 4 in the morning??? Hey she didn't sleep for the whole night more than once... Did you say anything about that???
Yesterday I went to pump petrol just like you asked... and just because I did not go to BHP, you don't have to get all fussy about it... just because you want to use the rebate points... God, how am I suppose to know???
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I hate all these duties and responsibilities... I AM SO SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it................. I am feeling so angry and disappointed at this moment...
You can say whatever you want to say about me like I am lazy or selfish cause you know what? I DON'T CARE... This is like so annoying!!! I've been home for about 3 weeks and I am not enjoying it... I don't mind helping you but this is TOO MUCH... Don't I deserve a break? after working hard for my semester break?? huh???
I cleaned my room but she did not!!! and you say I did not clean my room because she put her stuff in my room... What about her room??? This is so unfair!!! I also cleaned the shoe rack!!! I vacuum the spider web!!! I changed the sofa cloth!!! What did she contribute to the house??? I hang the clothes every night!!! What about her??? The clothes are pilling so high until the basket can't even fit them... So what if she is busy??? yeah she is very "busy"... Fine! So I helped her to fold the clothes once and now you want me to do it again??? This is ridiculous... I feel unappreciated in this family... She get to escape her chores and I have do her chores also just because I am in semester break... Sometimes I feel like staying in campus without having to do all this CRAP... SO what if I stay up until 4 in the morning??? Hey she didn't sleep for the whole night more than once... Did you say anything about that???
Yesterday I went to pump petrol just like you asked... and just because I did not go to BHP, you don't have to get all fussy about it... just because you want to use the rebate points... God, how am I suppose to know???
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I hate all these duties and responsibilities... I AM SO SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!! I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it................. I am feeling so angry and disappointed at this moment...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Study hard...
"Ai Lyn, study hard okay?" This is what I always heard ever since I was a small girl. When I was much younger, I always study hard AS I WAS TOLD. BUT this doesn't work on me now. Come to think of it. I was never study for other's sake. I did it for MYSELF okay (although subconsciously) Therefore, I do not really like all those auntie uncle telling this to me. Why can't they tell me things other than STUDY HARD? For example, why not "be happy"? What about "stay healthy"? Doesn't all these things important? Why must it always be "study hard"??? My situation is just like the chinese new year advertisement by Yeo's. The grandma has been hearing "Gong Xi Fa Chai" from her grandchildren for years. Then there is this younger grandchild who wishes her to be healthy and that is what she wanted to hear! You see, this applies to my situation. All I want to hear is OTHER THAN STUDY HARD! Well I can see that it is pointless blogging my feelings here. My relatives do not know how I feel and they definitely do not have any access to this blog.
Thats it for now. Signing off...
Thats it for now. Signing off...
Monday, December 24, 2007
It's been a long time ^_^
Wow!!! Damn long I didn't have time to update my bloggie... Uni life is sure a hectic one...
Well, a lot of things has happened during these few months..
Lets begin with the most recent one:
Yesterday, I went to my primary class reunion... It was quite fun... I got to catch up with my primary friends as well as secondary friends -- considered I have been isolated in Semenyih for so long... LOL X) The feeling was quite good... I even talked to those whom I didn't know well during primary... Well, I guess I can say we have all grown up ^^ but some just stay the same... Its just like they have never changed except being taller... Oh yeah!!! I finally got to see my old friend Bi Lin. Kai Jia and Kai Li of course =) Well, they still look the same to me except Bi Lin's hair has grown longer than ever *wonder when is she gonna cut her hair* and Kai Li has a new look (maggie mee hair...LOL).
And I must congratulate Bi Lin for finally made up her mind to pursue her tertiary education *applause*
Haha... Bi Lin's present for my b'day ^^
Well, a lot of things has happened during these few months..
Lets begin with the most recent one:
Yesterday, I went to my primary class reunion... It was quite fun... I got to catch up with my primary friends as well as secondary friends -- considered I have been isolated in Semenyih for so long... LOL X) The feeling was quite good... I even talked to those whom I didn't know well during primary... Well, I guess I can say we have all grown up ^^ but some just stay the same... Its just like they have never changed except being taller... Oh yeah!!! I finally got to see my old friend Bi Lin. Kai Jia and Kai Li of course =) Well, they still look the same to me except Bi Lin's hair has grown longer than ever *wonder when is she gonna cut her hair* and Kai Li has a new look (maggie mee hair...LOL).
And I must congratulate Bi Lin for finally made up her mind to pursue her tertiary education *applause*
Haha... Bi Lin's present for my b'day ^^So cute!!! Kawai =) See! I am using it now...
Wonder what I have been doing lately?
Well my life is quite simply:- sleep, wake up, play computer games/PS, eat and sleep again... Huhuhu... what a way to enjoy life *yeah*
but now I have added a new agenda on my daily to-do list --> study T.T Sadly, this ain't my actual semester break... Having exam on early Jan 2008... Imagine how stupid is it to give students holidays just for exam purpose... I don't know you guys but to me, I rather than take the exam before going for holiday... that way its more enjoyable... Well, I am suppose to do some studying right now but what the heck, it can wait *bluek*
Currently, I am thinking whether to have a healthy lifestyle and a pimple-free face or the night life that I am going through right now... Of course nobody in the right mind won't choose the first option but it just very tough for me to change my timezone...Haiz no thanks to staying up late doing assignments... Too bad I do not possess good skin quality T.T I have a friend who can stay up very late and not have a single pimple on her face... *envy envy envy envy envy!!!*
Ok I am signing off now... Bye... promise will update my blog whenever I can... Oh and Merry Christmas to all you guys!!!
P/S: Sorry voon... (about the buffet thingy)
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Tagged!!!
Okay I've been tagged... =.=" so here goes...
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don’t read the questions before you write, and tag 5 ppl to do the survey.
1) Bi Lin
2) Kevin
3) Jun Yet
4) Desmond
5) Alice
6) Pei Wern
7) Vanissa
8) Shi Wei
9) Kah May
10) Xiao Chiann
11) Kai Li
12) Kam Wai
13) Deric
14) Jhen
15) Dennis
16) Gates
17) Ah Chan
18) Farrah
19) Ei Lyn
20) Ching Yee
1) How did you meet 14? (Jhen)
Erm... we met in Nott Uni =) I think introduced by some engineering friends
2) What would you do if you haven’t met no. 1? (Bi Lin)
Well... if I never met Bi Lin, I would never have worked in Chinoz... I would not "cook
porridge" with her until my ear hurts when we were working in Chinoz back then... I would
not go out on thurs with her... and the list goes on ^.^
3) What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (Ching Yee & Kah May)
Erm... I don't think that is possible... I will bet a million dollars that there is no way Ching Yee
and Kah May are ever going to date each other XP
4) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Pei Wern & Ah Chan)
Yes... As the matter of fact, I think there is something on between them... *shhh*
5) Describe no.3. (Jun Yet)
First thing first, Jun Yet please do not get mad at me for whatever I am going to write next
okay =) Okay Jun Yet is a super nice person (coz he fetch me home hehe) but sometimes he
may be over-sensitive. Overall, he is a nice guy =)
6) Do you think no 8 is attractive? (Shi Wei)
Yup... well to those who do not know Shi Wei, she is a her although she looks like a guy...
*sorry*
7) Tell me about no. 7. (Vanissa)
She is a Sabah girl... My housemate... Pei Wern's roommate... A smart and
hardworking girl... Quite a nice personality...
8) Do you know anything bout no.12’s family? (Kam Wai)
Not much about his family... just know that he has a older sister doing accounting/medicine
*i think*
9) What is no 8’s favourite? (Shi Wei)
This is easy ^.^ Squash... Tennis... Manga... Anime particularly Bleach... Online games...
10) What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? (Kai Li)
Erm... *imagining now* give me some time... Erm I think that is not going to happen...
besides she has bf ad...
11) What language does 15 speak? (Dennis)
Chinese, Cantonese, English, Malay...
12) Who is 9 going out with? (Kah May)
No idea at all... not sure whether she is single or not...
13) How old is 16 now? (Gates)
18...
14) When was the last time you talked to 13? (Deric)
this thursday...
15) No. 2’s fav singer? (Kevin)
No idea but I know he likes heavy metal songs...
16) Would you date no.18? (Farrah)
Definitely NO... simply because I am not a lesbian X)
17) Would you date 4? (Desmond)
Probably... ^.^
18) Is 15 single? (Dennis)
Yup but not available...
19) What’s 10’s last name? (Xiao Chiann)
Chong
20) Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11? (Kai Li)
OMG not again!!! =.=" once again I like to clarify that I am not a lesbian...
21) What school does 3 go to? (Jun Yet)
SMKAB... Monash University... kindergarden and primary school = not a clue...
22) Where does 6 live? (Pei Wern)
Taman Suria Jaya if I am not mistaken...
23) What’s your fav thing bout 5? (Alice)
She is quite a unique girl... practically loves everything about korean... a antenna-kindda-
short girl... it will take a good 5 minutes before she answer your question... quite a
nice target to teased coz she seldom get angry... wakaka
Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don’t read the questions before you write, and tag 5 ppl to do the survey.
1) Bi Lin
2) Kevin
3) Jun Yet
4) Desmond
5) Alice
6) Pei Wern
7) Vanissa
8) Shi Wei
9) Kah May
10) Xiao Chiann
11) Kai Li
12) Kam Wai
13) Deric
14) Jhen
15) Dennis
16) Gates
17) Ah Chan
18) Farrah
19) Ei Lyn
20) Ching Yee
1) How did you meet 14? (Jhen)
Erm... we met in Nott Uni =) I think introduced by some engineering friends
2) What would you do if you haven’t met no. 1? (Bi Lin)
Well... if I never met Bi Lin, I would never have worked in Chinoz... I would not "cook
porridge" with her until my ear hurts when we were working in Chinoz back then... I would
not go out on thurs with her... and the list goes on ^.^
3) What would you do if 20 and 9 dated? (Ching Yee & Kah May)
Erm... I don't think that is possible... I will bet a million dollars that there is no way Ching Yee
and Kah May are ever going to date each other XP
4) Would 6 and 17 make a good couple? (Pei Wern & Ah Chan)
Yes... As the matter of fact, I think there is something on between them... *shhh*
5) Describe no.3. (Jun Yet)
First thing first, Jun Yet please do not get mad at me for whatever I am going to write next
okay =) Okay Jun Yet is a super nice person (coz he fetch me home hehe) but sometimes he
may be over-sensitive. Overall, he is a nice guy =)
6) Do you think no 8 is attractive? (Shi Wei)
Yup... well to those who do not know Shi Wei, she is a her although she looks like a guy...
*sorry*
7) Tell me about no. 7. (Vanissa)
She is a Sabah girl... My housemate... Pei Wern's roommate... A smart and
hardworking girl... Quite a nice personality...
8) Do you know anything bout no.12’s family? (Kam Wai)
Not much about his family... just know that he has a older sister doing accounting/medicine
*i think*
9) What is no 8’s favourite? (Shi Wei)
This is easy ^.^ Squash... Tennis... Manga... Anime particularly Bleach... Online games...
10) What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you? (Kai Li)
Erm... *imagining now* give me some time... Erm I think that is not going to happen...
besides she has bf ad...
11) What language does 15 speak? (Dennis)
Chinese, Cantonese, English, Malay...
12) Who is 9 going out with? (Kah May)
No idea at all... not sure whether she is single or not...
13) How old is 16 now? (Gates)
18...
14) When was the last time you talked to 13? (Deric)
this thursday...
15) No. 2’s fav singer? (Kevin)
No idea but I know he likes heavy metal songs...
16) Would you date no.18? (Farrah)
Definitely NO... simply because I am not a lesbian X)
17) Would you date 4? (Desmond)
Probably... ^.^
18) Is 15 single? (Dennis)
Yup but not available...
19) What’s 10’s last name? (Xiao Chiann)
Chong
20) Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 11? (Kai Li)
OMG not again!!! =.=" once again I like to clarify that I am not a lesbian...
21) What school does 3 go to? (Jun Yet)
SMKAB... Monash University... kindergarden and primary school = not a clue...
22) Where does 6 live? (Pei Wern)
Taman Suria Jaya if I am not mistaken...
23) What’s your fav thing bout 5? (Alice)
She is quite a unique girl... practically loves everything about korean... a antenna-kindda-
short girl... it will take a good 5 minutes before she answer your question... quite a
nice target to teased coz she seldom get angry... wakaka
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